So I'm standing by the back stage door of the Arcada theater after the Petra/White Cross concert. I wasn't really planning on hanging around after the show, but as I was walking towards where I had parked, a guy stopped me to talk about the show. So we were there chatting about the show that we just saw, and then other shows that we have attended. Then out of nowhere comes a voice. It's a voice I know well. It's loud and obnoxious. I have encountered this person at almost every show I have gone to at the Arcada. He is talk (yelling) to us. Asking us if we were waiting for (a) band to come out? He didn't even know who would be coming out the door, if anyone. So myself and the other guy go on with our conversation, when this other dude keeps butting in. Rudely I might add. Then all of a sudden the back door opens and out walks the lead singer for Petra. We're like "Hey John." He stops to tell us that He needs to put something in the van and that he would be right back. The other dude proceeds to chase him down the block. I'm like "dude, he said he would be right back. No need to chase him!"
So John comes back up to were we were all standing and starts chatting with us. The other guy wants him to autograph some stuff and all I want is a quick picture with him and to say hi. There are only three of us back there, so I'm thinking we'll each get a turn with John. Nope! The loud guy kept interrupting our time with John. First was the autograph guy. The loud guy doesn't have any idea on personal space. Instead of the usual 3', he is about 3" away from him. Pointing and talking about this song or that song. Totally raining on the autograph guys time. Then John turned towards me, said hello and we shook hands. Just as I was getting ready to chat with him, the loud guy butts in. I almost lost it. The old fleshly Keven almost came out. The intrusive thought about punching this guy, or shoving him, whatever it took to get him to shut up and leave us alone. I immediately flashed back to a song that Petra sang about an hour before.
The title of that song is 'Jekyll & Hyde'
In the song they sing about sometimes feeling like Jekyll or Hyde, depending on what situation they are facing. Two men fighting a war inside.
I instantly thought, wow, that is me right now. I want to hurt this person (not really) just to get him to shut up. I knew that was an ungodly thought. It wouldn't glorify God or make Him happy with me, but I had it none the less. I know The Bible says to take every thought captive, but still.
2 Corinthians 10:5 New International Version
5 We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.
This wasn't the first interaction I had with the loud guy. When I met Stryper last fall, he was pulling the same stuff. I won't say he ruined my meeting them, but he sure put a damper on it. So I had that history with him already before meeting Petra.
Do I always want my speech and actions to glorify God? Of course I do! But sometimes, things just happen. Thoughts invade and want to take you a different direction. How you respond is up to you.
Romans 3:23 Amplified Bible
23 since all have sinned and continually fall short of the glory of God,
I know this isn't my last time interacting with this person. I just pray that the next time I have a better thought process towards him. I'm sure he will not change, I need to. I need to get better at showing Jesus to him. By having those intrusive thoughts are not the way to do it. I need the mind of Christ. Let me see him the way that Jesus does.
Romans 14:19 Amplified Bible
19 So then, let us pursue [with enthusiasm] the things which make for peace and the building up of one another [things which lead to spiritual growth].
So I encourage you. If you stumble and have these kinds of thoughts, turn them over to God and let Him work in you.
God bless.
Rev. Kev.